As for what transpired after those days, I regret quite a bit.
Though I would never admit it back then, I had quite the ego issue
I saw myself as nobler and better than I truly was
and by Primus did I try my darndest to act it.
In retrospect, it was all little more than petty grabs at popularity on a message board, and the futile attempt to boost my own confidence.
Heck, it wasn't all that long ago, and even now, I see shades of it in my actions and words, despite my attempts to distance myself.