This is weird for me, because I subconsciously form different personas in different situations. I am, at the very least, four different people: Online Willess, home Willess, School Willess, and Karate Willess. Whenever I'm in a novel situation, I form a persona for it. (I wound up with a very bad one in High school. I hate High School Willess -- that me was a jerk.) They all overlap a bit, since they're still all me, but they're mostly unrecognizable as the same person.
So the persona I've developed since joining the MB's is not something I shaped to my liking -- it's what took shape and solidified based on my first few experiences. I do wonder how I would be if I had joined the MB's, say, two years later/earlier. But I will never know. Maybe I would be a better person, more liked by the TTVMB community. Or maybe I would be a worse person who got himself banned.
I'm more eccentric than I'd like here on the MB's, and not as helpful as I'd like to be, but I try to be. Ideally, I'd be a helpful, slightly eccentric user, but that's not the way I am here.