So I've been putting a lot of thought into my situation, and I realized something.
Just about everyone there is wants to be in some kind of relationship, but different people look for different things they want in that relationship.
I realized that the thing I want most in a relationship, is someone who cares. Someone who is just as supportive and caring to me as I am for them. I want someone who will be concerned for my well being the same way I would for them.
The first (and only) girlfriend I've ever had, I cared so much about her. I poured myself into this one person, doing everything I possibly could to care and support them. I was worried when she was sad or upset, excited for the things she was, and there for her when she needed me.
I put my heart and soul into our relationship, only to later find out that none of it was reciprocated. Everything she ever did was just an act. I felt so used, betrayed, and hurt. To find out that all my love care and effort, was for nothing.
All I want is someone who will care about me the same way I would care about her...