I have no clue if I've posted here before but im too lazy to check.
Welcome to 5th grade. Life is going pretty good. I start talking to my crush more and more. Still going good.
She invites me to her birthday party. I go. I never really realized we were in a relationship until her grandma asked if I was her boyfriend. Pretty awkward.
Later find out she has the extreme opposite religion. That doesn't really matter. I start hanging out with my friends more.
We break up without a single word.
Cut to 7th grade.
I realize my friend is pretty cute.
Tell her my feelings.
She gets boyfriend.
Boyfriend is actually another person in our "squad."
Always hated him.
I internally suffer.
I think my chances are gone.
Cut to 8th grade. (A few days ago.)
I become open for opportunities in a new school.
I meet a cool girl.
Cool girl sits next to me in language arts.
I start reading a Shakespearean version of Return of the Jedi because im a total nerd.
Cool girl asks me what im reading.
I tell her what im reading.
She seems interested.
Im internally confused.
"What the heck is going on?" I thought.
Cut to end of day.
I make a lame joke.
Someone overhears and laughs.
I turn around to see cool girl.
I hop on bus.
She goes on different bus.
I haven't seen her since because that was yesterday and now it's the weekend.
I hope I don't mess up in the future.