From a cracked open door nearby, Maximus would hear a light feminine voice, in the mid-alto range, singing.
Doctor, my eyes have seen the years
And the slow parade of fears without crying
Now I want to understand
I have done all that I could
To see the evil and the good without hiding
You must help me if you can
The song was a song of both sorrow, and despair. The singer had been through much, and tried all their life to see the good, and the evil in the world.
Doctor, my eyes
Tell me what is wrong
Was I unwise to leave them open for so long
Now the singer asks, were they foolish? Was it a mistake to do so? They aren’t sure.
'Cause I have wandered through this world
And as each moment has unfurled
I’ve been waiting to awaken from these dreams
People go just where they will
I never noticed them until I got this feeling
That it’s later than it seems
The singer had seen much, good and bad, and was yet, unaffected, or so it seemed. The singer had trouble realizing that people needed their help, but it was now to late to help them.
Doctor, my eyes
Tell me what you see
I hear their cries
Just say if it’s too late for me
Here the singer hums the melody before launching inti the next stanza.
Doctor, my eyes
Cannot see the sky
Is this the prize
For having learned how not to cry
Now the singer asks, “is it too late to change this callousness?” Or are they doomed to forever see evil in the world, but never motivated to do something about it? Is this their reward for seeing all the evil mixed with the good? Is this their reward for accepting the evil as a fact of reality, and changing it is futile?
The song ended as the voice trailed off.