unless i’ve been banned without my knowing
A serious answer has already been given by a few people. Project MESSAGE (PM for short) was a group I created in late 2015. It was open to all users who had achieved the rank of Master and accessed the HSH. It initially lived here on the Boards via the PM system. Over time, it transitioned to Discord, and the Boards PM was closed down. Eventually, due to toxicity and general unpleasantness, I and the other admins decided to shut it down. It’s been dead since 2016.
Hope that fully answers your questions!