Im going through an existencial crisis right now.
WHY THE HECK WAS I BORN IN SPAIN, I LIKE NOTHING ABOUT THIS COUNTRY, THE PEOPLE ARE FOR THE MOST PART STUPID, IT'S ALWAYS HOT IN HERE, AND I CANT TAKE IT, I CAN HANDLE 10°C WITH A T-SHIRT BUT NOT THIS HEAT, I WISH I WAS BORN IN AMERICA OR IN THE UK
why was I so god dang unlucky? where did I go wrong? was I a ■■■■■■ in my previous live? do I really deserve this life? I am bad at everything, I cant do anything right, Im only 18 AND I HAVE ALREADY WASTED MY WHOLE LIVE, I LIKE HURTING MYSELF AND AT THIS RATE IM GOING TO END UP KILLING MYSELF SINCE THE ONLY THING THAT KEPT ME ALIVE WAS URBEX AND I CANT DO IT ANYMORE.
so I feel in the mood to end my life .