I know. I even considered that when she first talked to me. But there’s a massive and critical difference between this and all the other times.
She came to me.
She’s the one who liked me, not the other way around.
That has never happened before.
As far as I know, no one else has ever felt that way about me.
And that’s why I felt so confident about this. She couldn’t turn me down because she was the one coming to me. Even if it didn’t work out, I would have been able to end things on my terms.
But instead it turned out just like all the other times.
I’m not even really upset emotionally. I didn’t even get the time to really know here. I’m just furious that it happened again, right after I was finally happy being single.